Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Finding my voice

After six years of being silenced.. After four years of being accused of having a blog.

 Today... June 15, 2011  I have posted my first post.

I am a newbie to the blog world.. But not new to writing out this journey.

Everyone deserves a voice.  Children have no voice...and apparently neither do adoptive parents according to the courts.  For six years I have tried to be little man's voice.
 We, stood and fought for him and now the legal battle is over.
 The world would say we lost because our precious son is no longer in our home. But I know that life is but a vapor... I know that there will be a day when the time we are with him will be much longer than the time we are without him... For Eternity is a long time.
We were given six years with him.  Six very hard years.  This is my journey of healing of processing of grieving.  The journey towards my destiny.  I refuse to let THE ENEMY which is not the courts, which is not a birthfamily but a much more powerful force silence my voice.  I refuse to let THE ENEMY win over my family, my marriage, my children, our destiny, our purpose in life.. For we are crushed, we are broken, we are battered from a six year battle.. the path of destruction like a tornado has come and left war torn shards in our lives.. This is a time to reach into the rubble and find the treasures, to heal, to rebuild.

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